my loves today

I never thought I'd say that but I actually feel so good again. It's official; I am not sick anymore :D It's a Sunday and I am wearing make up- kinda weird, but I wanted to do my make up so bad 

: ) 

I wanted to keep my make up as natural as possible because my skin is still irritated because I had a fever the last couple of days. So I didn't do anything crazy : ) But I tried something that I haven't done in like ages. I put a gloss on my lipstick. And I liked it so much that I decided to take some pictures and share it with you guys : )

my valentine

I thought I am gonna write another post on this special day ; ) Right, I told you guys that I have nothing to do today and I won't see anyone!!! And believe me- that's totally right!!! And even though I'm in bed the whole entire day I have a very special Valentine this year!

My Valentine is a very very good friend of mine. Her name is Marei and I met her last year in March. We were both AuPairs in New Jersey. She stayed with my host family and me for 2 weeks. Those 2 weeks were seriously amazing.
After these 2 weeks of snacktime, McDonalds, the mall and so on, she had to go back to Germany. We were soo super sad when she left.
I knew she was something special. I never met her before but liked her so much. That's absolutely not usual for me; to find someone like her.

I moved back to Germany in August.
And because of the LOOOOOONG distance between us in Germany it's not possible for us to see us that much : ( BUT, in November she visted me for a whole weekend. That was awesome!! : ) We enjoyed seeing each other again.

Now, we haven't seen each other for 3 1/2 months what is really sad : ( But after Mareis trip to America in a few days we'll see us again : )

I just want her to know that I love her so much and that she's super important to me...
and I am blessed to have her as my friend!

I love you, Marei <3

happy valentine's day

Today is Valentine's day.

I hope you will have a great day w/ the person or the people you love. I guess I'm gonna spend this day at home in my bed, because I've been so sick for the last 2 weeks now : / But I already feel better ; ) 

Do you guys have a Valentine by the way? I think it's kinda wrong to say "I hate Valentine's day" or "I have no reason to celebrate that day!" 

I mean, I get it that you kinda feel weird if you don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend because this day is actually meant to be for those who are in love. I thought this way, too! But since I spent Valentine's day in America I noticed that Valentine's day isn't only for couples! You can also have your Mom or your Dad or even your best friend as a Valentine. That's why you shouldn't hate on that day!!!

 Even though I do nothing and I'm not gonna see anyone today, I like Valentine's day <3

fabi 

xo

Alright guys. I decided to restart with my blog. And how you probably noticed... It's english. Right, I'm gonna do it in engish. The first post I wrote was german and actually about nothing special :D

I thought I'll introduce myself to you guys in this new post. 

First of all you need to know, that I have no idea how to make a blog look cute or how to create it special.  

Anyways... My name is Fabienne or Fabi and I'm 21 years old. I was born in Velbert which is a town in Germany. Now, I live in Essen (it's also a town in Germany). I live by myself in a cute apartment : ) My life is "pretty normal"- sometimes!!! ; )  -I went to school, I love my parents, I have the best sister in the whole wide world and I have just the best family in general, I love MUSIC and make up and I'll be a pre-school teacher in about a year. 

I started to record and upload videos for youtube when I was 15 after I saw my one and only favorites "esmeedenters" and "miaarose". They are so talented. They were my role models and got famous with their music (cover songs) on youtube. I thought I could get famous with recording musicvideos, too :D soo wroong!! 

In 2009 I saw that people were also talking about random stuff like "make up" on youtube. I thought that's really interesting. So my second passion started.

I stopped recording musicvideos after 2 years in 2009. But I felt wrong not recording musicvideos anymore. So, I created a new youtube account in 2010. 

Since then I am trying to keep my channel as updated as possible. 

Then in 2011 I made a new account... but not for my music... I wanted to start a beautychannel : ) 

here are my channels

music.: http://www.youtube.com/fabiiixx

beauty: http://www.youtube.com/fabsberryxx 

Okay...that should be enough with youtube : ) Let's talk about something else. I moved to America August 15th, 2011. I was an Aupair (an Aupair is kind of a nanny) for 1 year. So after that year I went back to Germany. Since I am back I live in my own apartment that my lovely parents got ready for me!!! They are just amazing. 

Okay. I guess thats all. If you have any questions, let me know.

xo fabs