my loves today

I never thought I'd say that but I actually feel so good again. It's official; I am not sick anymore :D It's a Sunday and I am wearing make up- kinda weird, but I wanted to do my make up so bad 

: ) 

I wanted to keep my make up as natural as possible because my skin is still irritated because I had a fever the last couple of days. So I didn't do anything crazy : ) But I tried something that I haven't done in like ages. I put a gloss on my lipstick. And I liked it so much that I decided to take some pictures and share it with you guys : )

my valentine

I thought I am gonna write another post on this special day ; ) Right, I told you guys that I have nothing to do today and I won't see anyone!!! And believe me- that's totally right!!! And even though I'm in bed the whole entire day I have a very special Valentine this year!

My Valentine is a very very good friend of mine. Her name is Marei and I met her last year in March. We were both AuPairs in New Jersey. She stayed with my host family and me for 2 weeks. Those 2 weeks were seriously amazing.
After these 2 weeks of snacktime, McDonalds, the mall and so on, she had to go back to Germany. We were soo super sad when she left.
I knew she was something special. I never met her before but liked her so much. That's absolutely not usual for me; to find someone like her.

I moved back to Germany in August.
And because of the LOOOOOONG distance between us in Germany it's not possible for us to see us that much : ( BUT, in November she visted me for a whole weekend. That was awesome!! : ) We enjoyed seeing each other again.

Now, we haven't seen each other for 3 1/2 months what is really sad : ( But after Mareis trip to America in a few days we'll see us again : )

I just want her to know that I love her so much and that she's super important to me...
and I am blessed to have her as my friend!

I love you, Marei <3

happy valentine's day

Today is Valentine's day.

I hope you will have a great day w/ the person or the people you love. I guess I'm gonna spend this day at home in my bed, because I've been so sick for the last 2 weeks now : / But I already feel better ; ) 

Do you guys have a Valentine by the way? I think it's kinda wrong to say "I hate Valentine's day" or "I have no reason to celebrate that day!" 

I mean, I get it that you kinda feel weird if you don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend because this day is actually meant to be for those who are in love. I thought this way, too! But since I spent Valentine's day in America I noticed that Valentine's day isn't only for couples! You can also have your Mom or your Dad or even your best friend as a Valentine. That's why you shouldn't hate on that day!!!

 Even though I do nothing and I'm not gonna see anyone today, I like Valentine's day <3

fabi 

xo

Alright guys. I decided to restart with my blog. And how you probably noticed... It's english. Right, I'm gonna do it in engish. The first post I wrote was german and actually about nothing special :D

I thought I'll introduce myself to you guys in this new post. 

First of all you need to know, that I have no idea how to make a blog look cute or how to create it special.  

Anyways... My name is Fabienne or Fabi and I'm 21 years old. I was born in Velbert which is a town in Germany. Now, I live in Essen (it's also a town in Germany). I live by myself in a cute apartment : ) My life is "pretty normal"- sometimes!!! ; )  -I went to school, I love my parents, I have the best sister in the whole wide world and I have just the best family in general, I love MUSIC and make up and I'll be a pre-school teacher in about a year. 

I started to record and upload videos for youtube when I was 15 after I saw my one and only favorites "esmeedenters" and "miaarose". They are so talented. They were my role models and got famous with their music (cover songs) on youtube. I thought I could get famous with recording musicvideos, too :D soo wroong!! 

In 2009 I saw that people were also talking about random stuff like "make up" on youtube. I thought that's really interesting. So my second passion started.

I stopped recording musicvideos after 2 years in 2009. But I felt wrong not recording musicvideos anymore. So, I created a new youtube account in 2010. 

Since then I am trying to keep my channel as updated as possible. 

Then in 2011 I made a new account... but not for my music... I wanted to start a beautychannel : ) 

here are my channels

music.: http://www.youtube.com/fabiiixx

beauty: http://www.youtube.com/fabsberryxx 

Okay...that should be enough with youtube : ) Let's talk about something else. I moved to America August 15th, 2011. I was an Aupair (an Aupair is kind of a nanny) for 1 year. So after that year I went back to Germany. Since I am back I live in my own apartment that my lovely parents got ready for me!!! They are just amazing. 

Okay. I guess thats all. If you have any questions, let me know.

xo fabs

Ich fange dann mal an und habe keine ahnung...

soo ... Ich habe schon oft sogenannte "Blogs" gesehen.... besonders viel allerdings "erst", seitdem ich Beauty-videos gucke... Leute stellen Bilder, von ihren Outfits/Make-up, online oder stellen Produkte vor, die ihnen gefallen... oder oder oder... schreiben einfach von ihrem Tag : )
Ich besitze ja nun auch schon längere Zeit einen "Beauty-Kanal" auf Youtube (der allerdings noch ÜBERHAUPT nicht so gestaltet wird, wie ich es möchte, was mit leid tut : ( ) Ich lebe momentan nicht in Deutschland, sondern befinde mich seit August 2011 in America. Ich bin ein "AuPair". HEUTE, in 2 Monaten geht meine Rückkehr nach Deutschland loooos!! ;D ich kanns kaum erwarten : ) Wenn ihr wollt, kann ich versuchen einen Beintrag über mein America-Jahr schreiben. Ich weiß nur nicht, wie lang der werden würde.


Ich denke ich werde mich vordem ganzen Beauty-und Fabi-Kram im nächsten Eintrag erstmal vorstellen ; )

Bis dahin.... : )
ganz liebe grüüüüße <3